3“I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness.”
Also, from “The Prophet Marries a Prostitute” by Dr. Ravi Zacharias, and “Moonlight drawn by Clouds”
Watching a drama series, I found myself moved by the characters and their actions: The heroine loves a crowned prince but was forced to leave him because of complication in their relationship. But the prince, refusing to accept this separation, found and made a way to be the rightful king and removed corrupt ministers. They ended up enjoying the freedom to be with each other. The series, more than anything else, displayed to me how determined God is to ensure that we, His church, His bride, can be with Him today and in eternity.
He wanted me and you by His side.
Jesus, in humility, made himself equal to us and gave himself up on that cross of Calvary. (This is no easy act, easy to understand but such a huge responsibility that He even sweat blood, praying in the garden.) He did it anyway, to obey His Father, and because He wants us to be cleansed of sins, with which we can never come to His presence. A holy, loving sacrifice once and for all.
Today, He still wants us by His side.
God has constantly spoken to us in our daily activities, no matter how mundane they may seem. When a bus past by you and has a message painted on it, when you wake up, and even when you found it hard to sleep at night. These are all evidences that God is in loved with me, with you. He desires to talk and build that relationship with you. Ptr. Bong Saquing said in his preaching that if God has a refrigerator, it would have been filled with magnets of your picture. If He has a wallet, your picture would have been there as well. If He has a cellphone, He would’ve constantly texted and called you. This is the truth: God, my friend, is madly in love with you.
A hurting and jealous God.
It may seem ironic that a God who is perfect, can be hurt (Ephesians 4:30) and jealous (Exodus 20:5). But just imagine with me, you are a man who has everything. You love someone and of course, you want the best for her. You have delivered to her your intention and yet she still chooses another person whom you know will be of no good for her. Imagine. If I were that man, I will surely be hurt.
I was moved when God showed me this. It’s just the same with Him. He has everything, He is everything. And yet, I still choose something else over Him. My current fight is with self-righteousness. I was thinking that I deserve to be blessed when I am able to accomplish some good deeds, or that I won’t receive anything when I failed to do so. When the truth is, God is just like a man who will give to his lover everything she needs, with or without her doing anything!
God is jealous not because of insecurity, but because we choose something far lesser than Him. He is jealous because He is eager about protecting that which is precious to Him, us. He is hurt not because He loses something when we worship something else, but because we lose Him whom is everything we need.
Worse than the prodigal son.
I found myself in the same shoes that C.S. Lewis once in.
“I did not then see what is now the most shining and obvious thing; the Divine humility which will accept a convert even on such terms. The Prodigal Son at least walked home on his own feet. But who can duly adore that Love which will open the high gates to a prodigal who is brought in kicking, struggling, resentful, and darting his eyes in every direction for a chance of escape?…”
I can imagine God hurting, even crying, because I, whom He dearly loves, refuses to be with Him; that in one hint of sin, I will easily fall. I struggle but He hugs me. I kick and hurt Him, but He still embraces me. “I will never give up on you,” He says.
God is not done yet.
“And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.”
I pray that we would always rely on Him alone, on His unconditional love. That no matter what we do, we would know that His grace, alone, is enough reason for Him to provide for us; that His love, alone, is enough reason for Him to never give up on us. And that His compulsion is to liberate us from idols, His very compulsion is to lead us to His side.
I pray that we will continually grasp every day, bit by bit, how wide and long and high and deep is the steadfast, sincere and strong love of Christ. That we will constantly be filled with the fullness of God (Ephesians 3:18,19.)